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TheDancingRant

Wed, 09 Jul 2008 06:50:11 GMT

I cant believe he deludes himself in thinking that he’s good enough to be on ‘Dancing with the Stars’ one day.

We started at the same time, per my discretion. I found it, said let’s go, and he followed, as always. Within 2 weeks, the teacher invited me to her advanced class. In another week, she invited him. He was not allowed to keep going, and he barely fought. I kept going, and did well.

I continued in the advanced class for the next year and a half. He has yet to be in an advanced class for longer than 2 sessions. Twice he was invited, twice he wasn’t allowed, twice he didn’t fight.

I’ve trained harder, longer, consistently. I pay attention to the techniques and look to more than just our first link to better my skill.

Why does he think he’s as good as me?

We both carried ourselves with confidence, but now…

I have more skill. I have earned the title of being the best on campus. In this arena, I can walk, talk and behave with all the cockiness I want, knowing all the blood and sweat have been well spilled and well spent. I earned it. He decides he wants to do the same as me however…

Where is the proof of his work, his dedication? He still fucken forgets his gear, for cryin out loud!! I wont say he isn’t good: he’s alright.

But he’s resting on his laurels. He takes that bit and runs with it.

He doesn’t realize that that bit will only get him so far. I’ve even passed him on those basics he’s still resting on. He can’t keep up with me in his favorite dance. If he doesn’t know more, how can he be another best?

He has to realize that he isn’t as great as he thinks. That I am better suited to dance with someone closer to my size and skill.

He’s got a lot of catching up to do and I wont help him ‘til he gets over himself.

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Half of this is non-sequitor. I don’t care. I needed to get this out somehow. If you don’t get it, don’t ask. If you do get it, don’t tell.

THIS IS IT!!!

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 06:22:16 GMT

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 05:58:54 GMT

Body: DIS IS WEIRD SHIT, READ IT IS TRUE NO JOKE!! NO JOKE!!
Body: dont normally do these.. so read all the way to the end!!

what the hell...i could use a break.

guys, this truly is freaky,
my cell literally rang as soon as I read
the last word of this email!!!!!

I am taking the bait -
what do I have to lose right?

Hope it works!

Supposedly The Phone Will Ring
Right After You Do This.

Just read the little stories and
think of a wish as you scroll all
the way to the bottom. There is
a message there - then make your
wish.

No attachment on this one.

Stories

Im Kevin im 13 and am in 7th grade. lots of girls like me but i cant choose which one i really like. i love doing things with my friends and girls say im really hot.

I'm 13 years old, and I wished
that my dad would come home from
the army, because he'd been having
problems with his heart and right
leg. It was 2:53 p.m when I made
my wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes
later), the doorbell rang, and
there my Dad was, luggage and all!!

I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
having trouble in my job and on the
verge of quitting. I made a simple
wish that my boss would get a new
job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
there was an announcement that he
was promoted and was leaving for
another city. Believe me...this
really works!!!

My name is Ann and I am 45 years
of age. I had always been single
and had been hoping to get into a
nice, loving relationship for many
years. While kind of daydreaming
(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
a FedEx delivery man came into my
office.He was cute, polite and
could not stop smiling at me. He
started coming back almost everyday
(even without packages) and asked me
out a week later. We married 6
months later and now have been
happily married for 2 years.

What a great email it was!!

Just scroll down to the end, but
while you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
number of minutes it will take for your
wish to come true. ex.you are 25 years
old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
to come true).

However, if you don't send this to
people in 5 minutes, you will have bad
luck for years!!

Go for it!!!

SCROLL DOWN!!!!

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Congratulations!!! Your wish will
now come true in your age minutes.

Now follow this carefully....it
can be very rewarding!!!!

If you repost this something
major that you've been wanting
will happen.

Message: This is scary!

The phone will ring right after
you do this

end transmission_

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 04:50:04 GMT

One sexy bitch... 39 points!!

THIS IS IS THE SEXY TEST....HOW SEXY R U?
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?

a) Dark
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:

a) Go to a party?
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:

a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:

a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT
BE?

a) Louie Vuitton
b) coach
c) againt all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?

a) hawaii
b) London
c) florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:

a) The Beach?
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?

a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:

a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:

a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

11) NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX

====NOW MAKE A WISH!====

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**ANSWERS** > > > >

1. a- dark= sexy [5points] > > > >b- light = sweet [2 points]

2. a- go to a party = playful [2 points] > > > >b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a- baby-pink = cute [2] > > > >b- yellow = loud [3] > > > >c-baby-blue = cool [5] > > > >d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a- surfing = active [2] > > > >b- skateboarding = determined [2] > c- skiing = daring [5]

5. a) Louie Vuitton=tasteful[7] > > > >b) coach=laid back[2] > >c) againt all odds=sytlish[5]

6. a) hawaii =you like being around people [2] > > > >b) L..You are quiet, and like the cold [2] > > > >c) florida= > > >You like to party! [5]

7. a- beach = tan, likes the sun [5] > > > >b- somewhere cooler = pale and original [2]

8. a) January = popular [5] > > > >b) February = lovely [2] > > >c) March = loud [2] > > > >d) April = playful [5] > > > >e) May =happy [5] > > > > >f) june = chills a lot[5] > > > >g) July = smooth [2] > > >h)August = fun [5] > > > >i) September = quiet [2] > > > >j)October =out-going [2] > > > >k) November = pimpin' it [5] > > > >l)December =
warm [2]

9. a- home = quiet, romantic [5] > > > >b- go out with friends =crazy [5]

10. a- guitar = eye-catching [5] > > > >b- bass-guitar = mellow [2] > c- Drums = loud [2] > > > >d- Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with you!

SCORES!!!!

UP TO 20 = Not so Sexy

21-35 = Rather sexy

36+ = Too Sexy for this Test!!!!

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES AND YOU WILL HVE GOOD LUCK WITH YOU'RE CRUSH! MAKE SURE YOU WRITE YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT..

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 06:07:37 GMT

IF you are thinking about someone RIGHT NOW, re-post this within 143 seconds and something GREAT will happen to you and your someone tomorrow at 1:43 pm. and if you dont repost this you will have bad luck for 143 days

Friday, March 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 06:48:31 GMT

Can you??

*open a starburst with your tongue?
[just a few more tries and yes I can]

*can you tie a cherry stem in a knot with YOUR tongue?
[hm... no]

*touch your nose with your tongue?
[*sticks out tounge and touches nose... with finger* yup!]

*burp on command?
[a cant even without a command...]

*do the splits?
[does used to count? then no]

*type with your eyes closed?
[xD and end up typing the wrong thing to a church member again?]

*put your leg around your neck?
[yes actually...]

*run fast?
[not a chance]

Do you prefer:

*passionate kissing or simple pecks?
[as long as it shows care, no matter]

*short term or long term relationship?
[long term is the only way]

*brown or blonde haired?
[blue! I mean *cough* doesn't matter]

*tall or short?
[taller-ish than me]

*abercrombie girls/guys or hot topic?
[thrift town for all I care, as long as its YOU, i'm happy]

Relationships:

*which celebrity are you convinced you're going to marry?
[Eminem... dont ask cuz even I dont know]

*what is the longest relationship you ever had?
[year and three months]

*have you ever broke down in tears over a girl/guy?
[indeed I have]

*ever had your heart broken?
[which would probably explain why I do it now?]

*ever broken a heart?
[I try not to...]

About Yourself:

*eye color--
[brown]

*hair color--
[brown]

*skin tone--
[dude... I look like an indian! now what indidan is yet to be decided...]

*do you have highlights--
[nuh uh. natural beauty]

*how often do you get your hair done–
[ xDD I have no patience for it]

*would you consider yourself good looking--
[not right now]

*do you feel ugly at times-- [nah... ok just a bit]

*do girls/guys give you attention because of your looks-
[its annoying really...]

Who was the last person you...

*hugged: [my sis... I hope she's still my sis...]

*cried over: [*comment witheld*]
*kissed: [*comment witheld]

*danced with:
[no one cuz I only dance for... not with]

*shared a secret with:
[which secrets]

*had a sleepover with:
[hm...]

*called: [my lazy and psychotic friend]

*went to a movie with: [mommy and younger brother]

*saw: [Finding Neverland << tears were shed]

*were angry with: [Nicku]

*couldn't take your eyes off of: [too busy for only one person]

*obsessed over: [Rurouni and Hanyou... and Koishii]

Have You:

*danced in the rain: [Every chance I get]

*kissed someone: [a long, long time ago, in a galaxy far away...]

*done drugs: [what the hell counts as drugs these days anyway?]

*drank alcohol: [happy st. patricks day indeed]

*partied 'til the sun came up: [I need my beauty sleep ok?]

* had a movie marathon: [not that I remember]

*gone too far on a dare: [not into them]

*spun until you were immensely dizzy: [wee! what fun!]

Boyfriend/Girlfriend Stuff -

*Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
[single... ]

*If so who?
[n/a]

*Did you ever date someone for the wrong reasons?
[nope]

*Have you ever cheated on someone?
[no. he dealt the first blow but I never have]

*Do you have a crush on anyone now?
[I really have no idea but I know this one dude...]

*What do you like the most about them?
[ok maybe I don't...]

*Do you believe in love at first sight?
[ no ]

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 22:05:01 GMT

Boys, this is how you should treat your girlfriend...
Ladies, if your boyfriend doesn't treat you like this,
Then send it to them or print it out and send it to em'. And if you dont got a man, make sure you find one that will treat you like this!
This is really sweet! Aww!

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Put your arms around her waist and whisper in her ear

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Make her feel wanted every chance you get

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Hold her close when she's cold

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When you are alone hold her close and kiss her

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Kiss her on the tip of her nose
(it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them)

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

While in the movie, put your arm around her
and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder,
then lean in and tilt her chin and kiss her lightly

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

When she complains that her neck/ shoulders hurts massage it for her

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

When people diss her stand up for her

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Lay down under the stars and out her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart,
Link your fingers together while you whisper to her
as she rests her eyes and listens to you

°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸ °º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸°º¤ø

Now make a wish about something you would like to happen
between you and your crush

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If you don't send it to anyone,
you will have bad luck in your love life
forever and you will be humiliated
infront of everyone you like!!
You have 5 minutes!!

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 05:30:44 GMT

He lost his girl...

There was a girl who loved a boy, but she knew the time was drawing near that he would leave her. she would cry at night at the thought of this. but she wanted him to be happy.......so she asked him:

girl-do you still love me?

boy-i never did and never will

girl-oh, well i cant be with someone who doesnt want to be with me for a long time.

boy- so its over?

girl- i guess

the next day the boy went up to the girl and said....

boy- i do love you, please take me back?

girl- no, you just told me that you dont love me and never will!

boy- i was stupid!!!

the boy lost the girl because he was afraid to tell her how he really felt. post this in your bulletin within 3 minutes and someone who cares alot about you will let you know how they feel before midnight

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 05:28:20 GMT

my first time

(Assume you are a girl if you are a boy)

...

It's your first time. As you lie back your

muscles tighten. You put him

off for a while searching for an excuse, but he

refuses to be swayed as he

approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you

shake your head bravely.

He has had more experience, but it's the first

time his finger has found

the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;

your body tenses; but

he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks

deeply within your eyes

and tells you to trust him - he's done this many

times before. His cool

smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him

;more room for an easy

entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,

but he slowly takes his

time, wanting to cause you as little pain as

possible. As he presses

;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give

way; pain surges throughout

your body and you feel the slight trickle of

blood as he continues. He

looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too

painful.Your eyes are

filled with tears but you shake your head and nod

for him to go on. He

begins going in and out with skill but you are

now too numb to feel him

within you. After a few moments, you feel

something bursting within you and

he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to

have it over. He looks

at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a

chuckle; that you have been

his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.

You smile and thank your

dentist. After all, it was your first time to have

a tooth pulled.

Naughty, Naughty!

What were you thinkin' ?

PERVERT

I know what you were thinking!

YOU MUST REPOST AND

YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES WILL COME TRUE, BUT

IF YOU DONT----------- YOU WILL LOSE SOMEONE YOU

LOVE DEEPLY

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 05:51:35 GMT

Just something I found on my other blog... thingy. If there is anyone who still fucken reads this, talk to me!! Boredom is a curse ya know? My AIM SN is PallasYuiren.

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10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the guy next to me. he was my so called "best friend". I stared at his spiky, black hair, and wished he was mine. But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, he walked up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and i handed them to him. he said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. he was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his love had broken his heart. he asked me to come over because he didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing he was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. he looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom he walked to my locker. "My date is sick" he said; she's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom night
After everything was over, I was standing at his front door step! I stared at him as he smiled at me and stared at me with his crystal eyes. I want him to be mine, but he doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then he said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as his perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, he came to me in his smock and hat, and cried as I hugged him. Then he lifted his head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That guy is getting married now. I watched him say "I do" and drive off to his new life, married to another girl. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before he drove away, he came to me and said "you came!". he said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry he had wrote in his high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish she would tell me she loved me!

"I wish I did too..." I thought to my self, and I cried.